wed <3

Well Alot has happend since my last update! Warren and i have been talking alot and hanging out tooo! were taking a little break and hopefully thats it . We hung out last night again and it was SOOO fun . He gave me a hydrocodone :-D and i got madd fucked up . then we went to home depot where he fucked around with a whole bunch of screws n what not . then we went to panera bread. We talked about a bunch of shyt . Then he told me he missed me , i didnt wanna cry but i did . He comforted me and was liek wuts wrong. And i just told him straight up how i felt and how i miss him so much and i miss being his girl . Then he made me feel real good when he told me that were just taking a break it doesnt mean were not gunna get back togther , and im the only ex girlfriend hes had that he still has feelings for and im the only one hes ever missed so much , And im still his babygurl and i always will be , and he'll always be here for me ! it just felt SOOO good to hear all that schweet stuff! Relived alot of stress lemmi tell you ! Then we went to the park ;) ! I LOVE HIM ! Lemmi tell you , once you have sex with a guy who has his dick pierced you never wanna have sex with NE ONE ELSE ! cause he can just please me so good like no other guy has or ever will ! This kid is my fucking soul mate i swear ! Hes like my best friend Plus more! i cant explain. but after we got done chyllen he dorpped me off at joelles where i smoked a blunt and some bong rips with some muther fucking FAGGGS lol o well i got stoned. "thats how we do" then ted came and picked me up with sanya n krissy n walker n we went to walkers fer a bit sat by the fire and made smores ! Mmmm. Now im just sitting here thinking about the love of my life and how i would enjoy seeing him right now ! I miss his kids soo bad :( .